Sitting on the sidewalk

I was sitting outside on the side walk thinking about what just happened, trying to make the best sense out of it. I thought about all the different things that could have happened instead. I thought about all the different things I could have said. Why did I say that? I could have just said sorry. The was the easiest solution, the most logical one. Only if I said that, my girlfriend wouldn't have left me. But I didn't. I closed my eyes and opened them again. I saw myself getting dragged out of my imaginations. I saw her lips moving, but I couldn't hear what she was saying. She looked very upset though, I knew it. I saw it in her eyes. I focused and finally came to my senses only to hear her say "that's it, I'm out of here!" She meant it. I saw that in her eyes too. She slammed the door hard. The sudden noise woke me up. I opened my eyes and saw myself sitting on the side walk thinking about what just happened. I went upstairs with the noise of the slammed door ringing in my ears, hoping that this was all part of my imaginations.