While I was walking on the beach I felt the sand hitting my toes, as if they were begging me to stay. Even for a second, to stay there and protect them from the ocean. The ocean seemed to be mad and as scared as I was, I felt responsible for the sands. So I decided to stay and as I stayed my imaginations let me to visualizing the girl of my dreams, slowly walking towards me. She passed me. I was trying so hard to tell her that I love her and for her to give me a chance to prove to her that I love her and that I am different. She seemed to see that I am different, but she didn’t seem to have any interest. As I was trying to shout, I came to realize that my voice has died, that the wind has taken it away from me. The sands pushed me towards her, so I got their help and started walking towards her, but the faster I walked, the farther she seemed to get from me. I finally managed to get my voice together and call her name, but she kept walking as if her name was something else.I came to realize that there was no point of following her and smiled knowing that this was only my imaginations. I opened my eyes and realized that being at the beach was part of my imaginations as well. I saw myself sitting on my computer doing everything in my power to stop myself from clicking on her screen name because i already talked to her today. I kept reminding myself of the stupid love game. The game that I have to play, because else I wouldn't stand a chance to prove to her that I really love her. I got carried away in my imaginations again. I thought about what I would tell her if I clicked on her screen name. I thought about all the wonderful things I would tell her. I thought about finally telling her, begging her to give me a chance to give me just one shot to prove myself. I got the courage to let my heart speak for me. I opened my eyes again just to realize she has signed off.
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